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You Still Hold My Heart, Yes by CCATswimmer14, literature

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You Still Hold My Heart, Yes

Amazingly or not Here I am Staring as I ever do Here I am Have you missed me? I doubt it. Have you thought of me? I doubt it. I left for you I swear it’s true And for me, too But I can’t keep from you But I heard something Something shocking You told me you would keep waiting Waiting, I guess, became too boring. So now Amazingly or not Here I am Staring as I ever do Here I am Have you missed me? I doubt it. Have you thought of me? I doubt it. I still love you Though my heart is in shreds anew And I am blue I still love you You messed up, yes, You screwed up, yes, You don’t love me, yes, You still hold my heart, sadly

And There Never Will Be by CCATswimmer14, literature

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And There Never Will Be

Home is where the heart is, or at least that’s what they tell me. But now looking back, that phrase has always been silly. What about those that have no heart? What about those that have no home? Or, does it simply mean that you’re at home wherever you go, Because that’s what seemingly has come to show. Me, I have no heart, I don’t give a damn. My parents tell me that I should, And at one point I thought maybe I would. That was when there was still hope That all of this isn’t just crap. Life seems pointless to me Maybe I’ll never be happy I’m stupid and ugly The guy I like doesn’t like me back S

Never More by CCATswimmer14, literature

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Never More

Sweet, lovely lovers Newlyweds, of course Snuggled beneath the covers, Oblivious to what soon would happen. They awake from sweet dreams, Newlywed, of course Both as happy as they seem And oblivious to what soon would happen A new, sweet baby is born, Newly born, of course Love in the hearts warm, Absolutely oblivious to what soon would happen The mother starts to stray away, Newly founded, of course, Too happy to be content, Oblivious to what soon would happen The father cares for son, Newly woken, of course, Frightened and alone Oblivious to what soon would happen She gets lured into temptation, The type forged by the devil’s han

I'm Talking to You by CCATswimmer14, literature

Red is the Hue that Stains by CCATswimmer14, literature

You Don't Even Care by CCATswimmer14, literature

Mackenzie Lawrence by CCATswimmer14, literature

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Mackenzie Lawrence

Mackenzie Lawrence Mr. Seiter AP European History DBQ The Dutch Republic, during 1650, was a wealthy nation, but then that status declined. During the 1650’s it had a small amount of debt, a great deal of trading, and was at peace with the rest of Europe. That, though, started to slip because it went into war with England and France, and all of those previously discussed accomplishments slipped. In the year of 1688, as listed in Document 12, the national debt of the Dutch Republic was a fair 30,000,000. In the year of 1713, though, it was a whopping 148,000,000. This is because of the declared war between the feuding countrie

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You Still Hold My Heart, Yes by CCATswimmer14, literature

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You Still Hold My Heart, Yes

And There Never Will Be by CCATswimmer14, literature

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And There Never Will Be

Never More by CCATswimmer14, literature

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Never More

I'm Talking to You by CCATswimmer14, literature

Red is the Hue that Stains by CCATswimmer14, literature

You Don't Even Care by CCATswimmer14, literature

Mackenzie Lawrence by CCATswimmer14, literature

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Mackenzie Lawrence

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pain

pain. We all deal with it. We all generally fear it. I just want it to go away. I just want it to leave. I don't want to feel it anymore, I don't want to feel anything anymore. All the happiness and the good times I remembered weren't enough to cover it up. I tried to detach myself from the world, tried to forget everything, happiness, sadness, misery, and most of all, the blood I spilled and the lives I've taken. All too soon those would catch up to me. I scream, writhe, thrash, do ANYTHING to try and distract myself from this torture. I find that pain is alot less frightening and hurtful if you just let go and accept it. But it keeps coming

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Aug 2
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Deviant for 12 years
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My Bio

I like to read, write, and play an instrument. I'm not very good at drawing, but I'm trying to improve.

Favourite Visual Artist

BubblyBlonde98, some peoples that like llamas, and another people, SLENDER MAN!!!!

Favourite Movies

Emma, based on the novel by Jane Austen (suck it!)

Favourite TV Shows

Everything and Nothing, all at the same time

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Weezer, Vampire Weekend, Grouplove, DORA THE EXPLORER!!!

Favourite Books

If I Stay, Pride and Prejudice, Emma, Nelk and Prejudice, If I nelk, The war of the nelks, the perks of being a nelk, the list goes on and on

Favourite Writers

Jane Austen, Nelk, Slenderman, my shrink, Bob, Dora (mah homie!), Psychotic peoples cause I think the voices are fun to listen to

Favourite Games

Ouja board baby!

Favourite Gaming Platform

I don't play videojugos . . . Oooh, STREETBOB

Tools of the Trade

Mostly a pen, but sometime I go to pencils, SLENDERMAN'S TREE ARMS!!!

Other Interests

Reading and Writing, eating people's brains, you know, the usual.

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CCATswimmer14

May 15, 2013

AP Test . . . TOMORROW!

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EEEEK, study, study, and MORE STUDYING. Crap, I still remember the naïve days when I was like, 'psh, AP test, I got it down,' but that was two months ago!!!!! I read the WHOLE ENTIRE REVIEW BOOK, which, for those of you who don't know, is OVER THREE HUNDRED PAGES. And they're not the normal little freaking small, NORMAL sized pages, they're  hacking larger-than-printer-paper sized! And all I can do is worry and study and I swear to god, if I read more about the freaking renaissance, I might throw up. Now, even if I might be border-line deist (yep, that's right, new word for me, well, not really, but new idea) I'm seriously thinking about

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CCATswimmer14

Apr 2, 2013

AHHHHH

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They've found me! Lord, why create such a horrendous place filled with horrible creatures that do such things? And I'm not freaking religionistic, I curse and live just as any other, but might I ask again? WHY???? You claim to love us as your children. Why let your children stalk people? Namely, me. I don't even freaking know how the hell they did it, but the stupid advertising peeps got me. They advertised a college that's not even two miles away from my house! Grrrrrr. And that's not even proper English. Why do people want to sound like animals? Maybe it's because they're animalistic in nature and want to familiarize themselves back to ho

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CCATswimmer14

Jan 17, 2013

Hola

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My mommy is coming home today!!! Yay!!!!

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CCATswimmer14

May 27, 2013

Lol, that's an awkward picture . . . *keeps looking at the "Lickable ad spaces for lickable art.*
I just drew a creepy smile!!!
deviantART muro drawing Comment Drawing

SPPnelk82

Nov 4, 2012

YOUR TREE IS BUTYFUL!
deviantART muro drawing Comment Drawing

CCATswimmer14

Sep 29, 2012

Lol, I can tell. I love your face!!!! IT'S BOOTIFULL!

bubblyblonde98

Sep 24, 2012

MACKENZIEEEEEE!!!!!! MRAWRRRRRR!!!!!! ASDKLALKDFJDKLFJAS!!!!!!
...I'M SO - DANG - BOR-ED!!!

CCATswimmer14

Aug 25, 2012

I don't know, but I don't think it makes weird animal noises . . .

bubblyblonde98

Aug 25, 2012

OH, OH. TH---THANK YOU FOR THE LLAMA! IT'S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LLAMA I'VE EVER SEEN! *WEIRD ANIMAL NOISES*
...just for reference...what sound does a llama make? XD

Sandbox37

Apr 10, 2012

hi Mackenzie